25

A cute card (and plant) my mom got me

Well, folks, it's official.

i'm 25.

It's an interesting feeling-I feel as If I made a leap off of a boat and plunged into the ocean. There is a huge weight off of my chest.

I think the fear of age was really getting to me when I was 22-24, but now I guess i've accepted it? Ok, i'm getting old. So what? I don't look my age, and I feel great. So i'll take it.

So I'm at the coffee shop, and honestly I'm shocked I even got a spot in here. When I pulled into the small parking lot, only one spot was remaining, so I really believe it was divine timing that I was meant to be here today.

Everyone here is being so nice to me today and no one even knows it's my birthday. Interesting. I truly believe to be favored by the universe/god.

Later on, I'll be in Philadelphia celebrating my birthday with my dad, brother, sister, and her boyfriend. Honestly, I'm not too stocked about my sister and her boyfriend being there (my sister never treated me well, and her boyfriend is not the nicest person on the planet) but I have my reasons for letting her join.

Tomorrow I'm going to the mall to shop with my mom (my parents are divorced and despise each other so can't do things with them at the same time :D) so that's why she's sitting today's festivities out.

I haven't written in a while. I don't know-I haven't been in the mood for it, which is very not like me. I think I've been under a lot of stress-Had to take 2 exams in one day recently and catch up on some schoolwork so that may be why. I love writing, I know I do, I just think that my-

-Ok not to interrupt my own writing but this guy was staring at me as he was waiting for the bathroom to be available and it completely blurred out my ability to think. Lol.

Anyways, I really want to get some writing in. So i'm going to visit Aesteris before I run out of time!